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my mind the liar paradox

Wed Sep 10, 2008, 4:53 PM

Mood: Nervous
Listening to: Goldfrapp
Reading: Chuck Palahniuk - Diary
Watching: Hellsing Ultimate
Playing: Chrono Cross

I have to be at work in less then two hours and there is nothing more terrifying and hopeless then that feeling.
In two hours, nine and a half hours of internal weeping will begin.
In two hours, all my dreams and plans will fall away.
In two hours, I'll want it to be nine and a half hours later.
In two hours, I'll wish it was two hours prior.
In two hours, the facade begins.

Hah, yes, work really is that fear-inducing.

So, like, I went driving yesterday and it was ok.(yes I don't have my license, yes I'm slack.) But it was good, but I stalled, but my little red car loves me so she is forgiven. (she is not named just yet)

And I just moved, and I have a staircase that leads to nowhere, what can I do with a staircase that leads to nowhere you might ask? Well I can walk to nowhere.

My cat is beautiful and happy, she is part of our family and I am pretty sure she loves me too.

I am getting married in 16 days, omg. Not so much stressed as excited, as stressed, as excited, as stressed, as happy.

If all else fails, at least I have two beautiful beings who love me unconditionally. It is quite comforting.

So, my mind is filled with confusion constantly, but, I think love is enough for me to be happy.

I wish I had a brand new soul, one which is warm and comforting. I'm sick of my noitcelfer.

This sentence is false.

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Current Residence: -- Australia
Interests: -- Art..Love..Design..Philosophy
Favourite movie: -- Clockwork Orange..Requiem For A Dream..Fear and Loathing..Fight Club
Favourite band or musician: -- Radiohead/Thom Yorke..Placebo..Bjork..Beethoven
Favourite genre of music: -- Alternative
Favourite artist: -- Lise Sarfati
Favourite poet or writer: -- Hunter S. Thompson..Chuck Palahniuk
Favourite style of art: -- Contemporary
Operating System: -- XP Media Center..Vista
MP3 player of choice: -- iPhone
Favourite game: -- FFs
Favourite gaming platform: -- PS2
Favourite cartoon character: -- Lain

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~Mitch-10-02 Sep 28, 2008, 2:53:17 PM

hey alex. its mitch, from work. how you going?

~graceph Sep 28, 2008, 10:28:58 PM

Hey Mitch, yeah I'm good, married, stuff, yeah.

And you?

~Mitch-10-02 Sep 29, 2008, 3:51:36 AM

haha awsome. yeh im devorced, 3 kids, you know the usual. nah im good
was your wedding good? sorry i didnt come. i didnt think i was invited

~graceph Sep 29, 2008, 11:37:55 PM

Didn't think you were invited? Didn't you and Chloe get your invitation? We ordered you one, unless we lost it like we lost Nikki's, though we realised and got hers reprinted. Shit hey, yeah it would've been good if you'd have come.

A couple things happened, dunno if they've spread around or anything. Two of my friends broke up there; and someone punched my uncle in the face lol. Shouldn't really say who, and not exactly sure who it was because I wasn't there then. But I didn't really care too much, wasn't ganna let too much bother me on my wedding night.

~Mitch-10-02 Sep 30, 2008, 4:58:27 AM

ohh well its ok. hope it was good for you guys. i did hear about all the stuff which apparently happened. but i dont believe/care about any woolworths hype. im happy for you guys. happy to be married?

haha obviously you must be but yeh.

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